training: day thirty-six

One hour run like so: run 9 minutes, rest one. i ended up on the other side of base when i finished, so i had a 35 minute walk back to the gym parking lot. i hate that.

so this is what i was thinking when i run:

idontwannarunidontwannarunidontwannarunidon'tfeelgoodandihave
aheadacheandi'msuchaloser
notanathleteandwhydoieventhinkicandothisatleastitsniceoutsideandiam
notrunningintherain
okaythefirsttenminutesarehardenoughbutiprobablyshouldnothavehadthattea URP
ooooh,there'sthebananaihadforbreakfastohmani
'mgonnapukeohnoamiNOTpukingupthatsoy barcuzitcoststwobucksthatswithmykneeowowowowowowowohlookthelake
ohlookheyithink
theresascratchonmyoakleysowsidestitchmaybenexttimei'llrunonanempty
HEYYOUwiththestrollergetthefuckouttamyway
ohmanthishillissteeperthanitlooksithinkihavecrampiwonder
whateverhappenedtothathomelyredheadedchickiknewinhighschooliwonder
howiamgonnaship
mybiketohawaiiheyithinkineedawetsuitmaybei'llbuyaoneafteri'mdonerunning
heyi'mupinthe
northareaiwonderificanstopbytatesandusethebathroomohman
mycalfhurtsheyiwonderhow
manycaloriesi'veusedupihaven'tseenchrishewassupposedtocomeupthisway
iwonderwhatthe
weatherwillbeliketomorrowOOOHGARBAGETRUCK!heythejapanese driveriswavingatme!HI!maybeishouldgoswimmingafteriamdoneWHAT
aminutsshiti'mgoing
homeandhoggingthesofaforthenexttenhoursyouknowidon'trememberthelast
timei poopednowaitthatwasthismorningwhatistodayanywayohthesixth
pattysbirthdayisinaugustslysis injuneandshethirtythisyearholyshiti'mthirtyfiveiwonderifi'velostenough
weight
towearthosethighhighbootsnowandistillcan'tfindmygreenandpurple
underpants
iwonderifilefttheminsapporoinfebruaryiwonderifishoulddotheXTERRAtri
inseptember
buttheniwouldneedamountainbikeforthatiwonderhowmuchliftingweights
wouldhelpmeandifitwouldgetridofmyflabbybellyalsoineedtodownloadthat
testsoftwareformyMSCA
andowmychesthurtsandithinkiamhavingaheartattackHOLYSHIT
whoopsiwasinthemiddleoftheroad!
welliguessi'dratherhaveaheartattackthangetrunover
youknowimissmydadbuthewouldthinkiwasnutsfordoingthis
somaybeitsgoodhesnotaround
SHUTUPANDRUNALREADY!!!!! ..................................................................................................................................................................... ....................................................................whatthatsthehourimdone?